rozenblitz | Don't wake the sleeping traveler

[He can tell. Being so close he can feel all the little changes in Heizou, his breathing, the way his heart beats so fast in his chest. It truly seems like their rhythms are the same.]

There is much I still don't know about this teapot, even though I've been using it for such a long time as my home.

["His home" but now...]

But now... it's your home, too.

[That's exactly what Heizou deserves. Aether embraces him close, protective, like Heizou was the most precious to him.]

[Those words affect Heizou so much more strongly than he would've expected them to. They make his heart swell in his chest until he feels like he's just going to burst with emotion. Instead he just nuzzles and burrows further into Aether's chest, pointedly not thinking about how hot his face feels and how much he really wishes that door was locked right now.

They have time, though. There's no need to rush. There will be more lazy mornings together... Probably following long nights behind a locked ~~and barricaded~~ door.]

...So no matter how far from Inazuma your travels take you by day, I'll always have you here for the night. Right?

[He finally raises his head a little to get a peek at Aether's face, eyes questioning and hopeful. For once he doesn't want to make an assumption. He'd much rather hear something closer to a promise. Even though it makes him feel so vulnerable to only have hope.]

[He pauses, not sure if he can really promise such a thing. There may be times when he won't be able to come back to the teapot for the night, when he'll be stuck somewhere against his will. And yet when Heizou looks at him like that, Aether's heart sinks in his chest. The hope for a promise is making him want to do everything he can to be always there for the other.]

Yes.

[He breathes out those words, wanting them so badly to always be true.]

I'll do whatever it takes to always come back here to be with you. To spend all the nights with you.

[He reaches up, gently stroking his partner's face, wanting to reassure him that he means every word.]

But, Heizou... there is one thing you need to know. [He wonders if maybe he's saying it too late. He should've been honest before making promises, before sharing affectionate moments with the other.] I... will live much longer than you. In fact, you will never see me older than I am now.

[His brows furrow.]

I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.

[Heizou is watching him so carefully and he can see how all those thoughts flicker behind Aether's eyes. So he knows before that "Yes" even leaves his lips that the Traveler has so much more to say. He listens to every word just as intently, leaning into the touch of Aether's hand, even reaching up to let their fingers tangle together.

Though when Aether apologizes, Heizou just smiles and leans up to press a quick kiss to the corner of his mouth.]

Don't be sorry. I kind of... already knew.

[The admission has him chuckling a little, gently squeezing Aether's fingers between his and letting their foreheads rest together. Offering reassurance of his own, since Heizou can tell how much this is affecting him.]

You're an outlander that came here from beyond the stars, after all! I think I would've been more surprised to learn that wasn't true. [His smile grows a little, and with his free hand he reaches up to fondly push some of Aether's bangs out of his eyes. As if that will make it easier for him to see how much Heizou means what he's saying, too.]

So it's okay. This doesn't change anything about how I feel about you, Aether. I want to be with you, whatever that has to mean, for as long as you'll have me.

Ah.

[He isn't sure why he's so surprised to hear that Heizou knew. He is a detective, after all. One of the best out there. Many other people figured Aether out and yet only this revelation affects him so deeply. It makes his lip tremble as a small sound escapes him. It makes him stare at his partner as sweet words are spoken. It makes his heart beat all the louder at every affection.

Even though Heizou knew all along what Aether is, he's still here by his side, saying all those things, wanting him.]

I am a star that fell from the sky. [He says quietly, smiling.] And now I belong all to you. I want to make all your wishes come true. I want to be forever by your side.

[There's a shine to his eyes, but he ignores it. Aether leans forward for a kiss. Soft and sweet, and devoted.

To know that the person you love and cherish accepts your true self is a blessing he's never thought he'll have.]

Edited 2024-02-22 22:24 (UTC)

[Heizou's own smile is so warm, full of nothing but love and affection for the person in front of him. It's one he's probably never worn before, as though maybe he'd been saving it for this exact moment in time. And maybe he has. He'd felt drawn to Aether before they'd ever even met, when he was little more than a rumor of a mysterious blonde-haired traveler making his way across Teyvat. Even then he'd hoped their paths would cross one day, and when they finally did... It really did feel like an encounter with a shooting star.

In many ways it still does. This moment with Aether feels magical, and when he promises to make Heizou's wishes come true he feels like they already have. Aether wants to be his, wants to be with him forever, and that really is so much more than he could've ever hoped for.

So he meets him for that kiss, gently caressing his cheek as he pours all that same love and heartfelt devotion into it. He feels like there are fireworks going off somewhere, his heart loud in his ears as every sense becomes focused on Aether. What he sounds like. What he feels like. What he tastes like.]

Aether... [His voice is soft when they finally part to breathe, their lips still brushing together.] I'm not sure I care if the door's locked anymore...

[The smile on Heizou's face is making his heart swell with emotion. It feels so special, like something only Aether got permission to see. And when they kiss it's like the world around doesn't matter anymore. Only love they have for one another matters and he wishes to express it in every way possible.

It's like being under a spell, but he doesn't mind it at all. His mind is in a daze, his cheeks so heated up he can feel his face burning, especially when Heizou says that.

Aether peeks at the door one more time, his heart wild in his chest, as if yelling at him that he needs the other, that he should stop worrying about anything else. The traveler doesn't even reply. He just kisses his partner again, lips caressing lips with languid strokes. His hands wander down Heizou's sides, this time deliberately seeking the exposed skin.

When they part, Aether takes deep breathes, but he's unable to calm down. There's so much he's feeling right now.]

If... if anyone needed us, they would come here long time ago.

[His voice is barely a breathless whisper.]

[He could happily get lost in Aether's kisses like this. Those wandering hands make him shudder as they once again find skin, and he can't help the little moan he lets out against the other's lips. It makes Heizou feel so warm, his skin tingling everywhere Aether touches, and he does nothing but encourage him to do more. And their kissing only deepens the longer they keep going... It's gotten nearly impossible to hold back any longer.

Heizou is panting slightly when they eventually break away, but he still hasn't had enough. He just kisses his way down Aether's jawline and buries his face into the column of his neck, latching onto the skin there with his mouth. He's clearly determined to leave his mark there, so everyone will be able to see that Aether is a claimed man.]

You're right. [He murmurs that against his skin between kisses, a hand sliding restlessly down Aether's side.] We won't get caught...

[And even if someone did happen to walk in right now, it's extremely obvious what's going on (or rather, what will probably be going on soon enough) under those sheets. If they had any kind of respect for the Traveler, they would turn right back around and leave them alone. Right?

But also... Heizou really has just about stopped caring. His head and his heart is full of Aether and the burning need to keep kissing and touching him. He's on a mission to show the other how special he is to him, after all.]

[It feels like his brain just stopped working, his heart and body taking over the control. He trembles when lips travel against his jawline to settle on his neck. The skin there is already so sensitive so having it kissed, marked is making him moan shamelessly as Aether tilts his head more to the side, to give his partner as much space as he needs.

The heat is already so much and they have only really started doing anything. It's just a few kisses, a few touches. Is it possible to lose your mind from all the pleasure? He feels like that will happen to him by the end of it all.]

We won't... [He repeats and his hands sneak under Heizou's shirt, slowly running up his back, feeling every muscle there. He's so warm, so wonderful to the touch. Aether's fingers sink a bit more into the skin and trace patterns in it, like a sensual massage. It's meant to encourage his partner to go on.

They both long for one another so much. They both want to sing their love, to show the other how cared for he is.

The door lost it's meaning all along and surely, if anyone finds them they will be kind enough to leave them alone.]

[It definitely feels like both of their brains have turned off for the moment. Aether just keeps making such pretty, desperate noises, and every time Heizou hears his voice like that the fire in his body burns hotter and harder. Along with the way it feels to have his hands under his shirt, gliding and caressing in such a soft, sensual way... It's heavenly and tortuous at the same time.

It's still not enough. He's still craving more.

Heizou murmurs out Aether's name as he fights to get closer, sliding one knee between Aether's legs in order to do so while his hand slips up under his shirt. He wants to find skin. He wants to make Aether feel the same dizzying trails of fire that are being left across Heizou's back. Somehow it doesn't seem fair to be the only one enjoying that particular pleasure.]

Is this really okay...?

[His voice is soft yet strained with need, muffled into the side of Aether's neck. It took way more effort than it probably should have to even speak, but even though Heizou knows that they both want this, he won't push Aether into anything without his express consent.]

Like this... Are you sure...?

[He can definitely feel it. He can feel the fire burning under his own skin, wild and feverish. It almost takes his breath away, makes him delirious as Heizou's hands explore his chest. The knee parting his legs is making everything worse. He moans helplessly under it all, legs parting easily as his body shivers. It's only Heizou's voice that brings him back to reality.]

I-I...

[He takes a deep breath, heat still there, need so obvious in his barely opened eyes. He's never felt like this before. He's never...]

...I've never... done this before.

[His confession is quiet and he looks almost apologetic after saying it. Honestly, no matter how much he wants this it still feels overwhelming, like he's thrown into an ocean. Except the water is boiling.

One of Aether's hand falls onto Heizou's keeping it under the fabric of his shirt. He wants to be touched. He wants to feel the other against his skin. It feels so good, so wonderful.

But...]

I just... need a moment. [He looks almost ashamed of himself when he's asking for that. Here is the grand hero of Teyvat overwhelmed and close to passing out from the heat of the moment.]

[When Aether speaks Heizou raises his head so he can look down at him properly, his movements slowing to a complete halt. He's still a little breathless with want, but this is important. He'd stop time itself to let the Traveler speak if he had to.

The soft admission gets Heizou to smile, though. He's not surprised by it at all, and it's exactly the reason he asked. He knows that it's one thing to want to throw everything out the window and surrender to the waves of heat and passion. It's quite another thing entirely to actually do it. So he just reaches up with one hand to gently brush some of Aether's hair out of his, leans in to press a soft, sweet kiss to the tip of his nose.]

Take as much time as you need. [His own smile is soft as he nuzzles gently into Aether's cheek.] There's no rush~

[He really doesn't mind. Contrary to how he typically comes across, Heizou is actually extremely picky about who he takes to bed. He's always been pretty physical with his affections and he flirts with others like it's a game, something he'll often use to butter people up for information or to get his way. And kissing is fun sometimes, but teasing is more effective. It's been a long time since he's last wanted someone the way he wants Aether. Which is exactly why he'll wait as long as has to for him.]

Your first time should be special. [His wasn't, but that's because his didn't matter the way Aether's does.] I'll bring flowers and candles and everything~ I can woo you~

[Aether seems to visibly relax, almost melting into the mattress, eyes closed as he's given the soft affection. It's a relief that Heizou doesn't mind, but then again... he should've expected that. No matter what others think of the detective, Aether knows how kind he can be.

The last part makes him blush heavily once more. He peers at the other with a small frown.]

I... don't need candles or flowers. [He nuzzles his cheek against Heizou's in return.] All I need is you. Everything... is special because it's with you.

[If it wasn't already obvious how dear his partner is to him, then Aether will find all the ways to tell him about it.]

And um... I'll be fine as long as we take it easy.

[Nobody came by, which means they likely have all the time in the world. Probably. If it was only easier to just get up and lock the door, then they would definitely have all the time in the world.]

[Heizou can't help but chuckle softly at the way Aether blushes at his words. He's only half-joking; if he had another chance at setting things up for this moment, he would do it properly. He would make it romantic, serve Aether a candlelit dinner with all of his favorite dishes, shower him with flowers and gifts, carry him into bed himself and tell him exactly what his intentions are. He hadn't expected to get caught off guard like this when he decided to come into the Traveler's room to wake him for the day. The blind spot Heizou has for him is clearly bigger than he'd thought.

Raising himself up a little, he presses a gentle kiss to the other's cheek. He's also blushing a bit again, butterflies in his stomach just from hearing such sweet words from Aether. The Traveler is endlessly kind. It's one more thing that makes Heizou fall for him a little more everyday.]

You're so good to everyone around you, my dear partner. So considerate and selfless... Let me be the one to take care of you for once, okay?

[He presses their foreheads together again, looking deep into Aether's eyes like he's searching for all the answers in the universe there.]

Are you nervous?

[How romantic. That would be a night to remember indeed, but fate likes playing tricks on people. One could say that the way things went for them was far more interesting, even if a bit silly.

Either way, Aether is very grateful for what he has. He smiles at that small kiss and gently reaches out to touch his partner's cheek. Their foreheads are lined together again, making him want to keep this soft moment forever in his mind.]

Considerate and selfless... [He repeats, then lightly shakes his head.] I just do what needs to be done. And I get paid for that, too.

[Surely, he can't be so selfless when he does want every mora he can get. It's essential for his journey! On the other hand...]

But... I have to admit I like doing things for others. [He gives Heizou a small smile.] And if you think that I won't try to do something for you, then you are very much wrong.

[Especially that it's such a special moment!]

Didn't I say it before anyway? I'm a star that fell from the sky. I want to make all your wishes come true.

[His smile brightens but it quickly mixes with embarrassment.]

Ah, but... I am a bit nervous. I can't really deny that.

[This has certainly worked out for the best. How could Heizou possibly regret any of it when it's meant getting to cuddle and giggle with Aether under the sheets all morning? Getting to hold him and kiss him and just shower him with all the affection he can?

His smile grows as he listens to Aether's "protests", just idly rubbing his nose to Aether's the whole time. He won't change his mind. The Traveler accepts money from the people he helps because he needs the funds to travel and eat. But he's still more generous than he needs to be when it comes to spending it, and Paimon seems to guzzle down any excess of mora in the form of food. Heizou doesn't see any selfishness there. He sees someone who simply knows his own worth and spends wisely. He sees someone he cares for deeply. That he maybe even loves.]

Hmm... My magic star has already made so many of my wishes come true today. I think it's my turn to give him something nice~

[He gives Aether a quick, chaste kiss on the lips. Innocent and soft. Loving.] I'll take good care of you, Aether. Do you trust me?

[Can there really be anything more endearing than a loving partner showering you with sweet words and even sweeter affections? Aether couldn't fight this even if he wanted to, truly touched by the other's sentiment. There's a small sigh coming from him, then a smile follows.]

I trust you.

[His heart beats faster in his chest, as some dose of excitement rushes through his veins. He's looking forward to everything Heizou wants to give him. Aether trusts him and that helps fight off any hesitation or nervousness he was initially feeling.

The traveler shifts a little to lean upwards and press a small adoring kiss to his partner's forehead, before smiling and lying down yet again, comfortably settling on the mattress.]

I'm all yours.

[Heizou's eyes flutter shut at the way Aether leans up to press his lips to his head, leaning into the contact with a smile. It's so soft and sweet, and it tells him so much more than what he's saying out loud. He can practically feel Aether's trust around him, wrapping him up like a warm blanket, and as he settles back into the mattress beneath him Heizou becomes determined to prove that he's deserving of it. Of all of it. Of Aether himself.

He's never wanted to be more deserving of anything in his life.

He leans in again, pressing another gentle kiss to his partner's lips, letting his hands ease down his sides to settle on either side of his hips. He does nothing more than hold him for now, pulling back just far enough to be heard when he speaks.]

If at any time it's too much and you want me to stop... Just say so and I will. Okay? [Another little kiss, searching for that reassurance.] Promise me?

[Those gentle kisses are everything. They put him in a daze, make him sigh softly. He almost doesn't know how to respond when Heizou asks him for a promise. His touch is both grounding and distracting as well.]

Don't worry. [He finally gathers his thoughts and smiles.] I promise.

[He reaches up, yet again stroking his partner's face, before his fingers move to brush away some strands of hair from the other's eyes.]

I know I can tell you everything.

[He knows how much Heizou cares about him and he feels so lucky right now to have a partner so considerate and caring. Aether never thought he'd be in this kind of relationship with anyone, letting someone so close to himself, but if it's Heizou... He's really looking forward to experiencing everything with him.]

[He smiles as he presses into yet another kiss, Aether's promise settling into his heart. It means so much to him to know that the other will be open and honest with him. Especially like this, when they're pressed so close together, warm and wanting... The last thing Heizou wants to do is hurt him, even by accident. He could never.]

I'll be gentle.

[And he is. He's slow and gentle with everything he does, from the way his hands seek out and glide over Aether's skin to the way he peppers kisses to his lips and body. He murmurs soft praises into his ear when their hips roll together, little declarations of adoration and affection meant only for his precious star to hear and feel. And no matter how hot Heizou burns for Aether he makes sure to be so, so careful when their bodies finally become one. This isn't just about wanting him, or seeing a moment of passion all the way through.

It isn't just sex. It's making love.

They lose track of all time this way, with Heizou being all too eager to make Aether feel good again and again and again. If Paimon or anyone else tries to come in to check on them, they either don't notice or are left alone. It's a long while before they're finally satisfied, and Heizou just curls up around Aether from behind, sleepily nuzzling into the back of his neck and peppering the area with more light kisses.]

[He could never imagine Heizou hurting him. There's so much kindness in every kiss, every reassurance that he offers Aether. The traveler realizes that he puts so much trust in his partner. Maybe one day he could tell him the story of his life or about the loneliness he's been feeling all these long years. Right now that hole in his heart seems to be gone, filled to brim with warmth of love. He finally belongs somewhere. He finally has his "home".

His senses are completely flooded as the gentle kisses are planted all over his skin. Every touch is caring and loving, making it so easy to give himself away completely to his partner - his lover. It's pure bliss. A kind that could not be fully comprehended unless one actually experiences it. A pleasure so wonderful that he could not imagine ever sharing this kind of moment with someone other than Heizou.

Maybe Aether's just so easily affected? Even those soft whispers make him tremble, every kiss and touch pulling a reaction from him, a moan or a breathless sigh. His own hands seek out his lover's skin, wanting to feel him, show tender appreciation for everything he's doing. Loving kisses are returned, words of affection are met with just as adoring declarations whispered against the skin between small gasps.

He sinks only further in pleasure the moment they unite. It's like drowning, but instead of cold darkness there's only love. The world stopped mattering so long ago and even the time seems to have stopped. In this very moment, Aether can only see Heizou, only think about him, only want to be forever with him. Between all the moans he whispers a small "I love you" before giving in to the bliss so great he almost blacks out for a second.

And it doesn't even end there. His partner is doing his absolute best to give him all the pleasure in the world. Aether's brain is completely scrambled by the end of it and he feels utterly exhausted. But also satisfied. And relaxed. He's never felt this relaxed in his entire life.

...So many new experienced today.

The traveler's face is still bright red as he lays in his partner's arms. His eyes are closed, every muscle in his body melting into Heizou and into the mattress, like he was always meant to be there. The light kisses feel so good against his skin.]

I could stay like this forever. [He mutters, his hands grabbing onto Heizou's and holding them close as Aether sighs.]

The bed really claimed us both. [He says jokingly. He's never got up from it and he's ready to sleep again, but can someone even blame him?]

[It's absolute bliss. It really is like they'd transported themselves to a whole other world... Heizou still swears he's died and gone to heaven, because how could heaven possibly be any better than what he has here in this bed with Aether? He could spend eternity here, intimately connected with his partner - his lover - and have no complaints at all. Every sigh and kiss and declaration of love makes his heart sing, and even as they simply lay together in the afterglow he's still replaying them in his mind.

I love you. He'd heard Aether whisper those three words in the midst of his passion, and it had actually made Heizou's heart skip a beat. Aether loves him. It's hard for his mind to fully grasp the idea that someone as wonderful as the Traveler could love him, of all people, but-- he wants to. He feels the same way, he knows he does, but it catches in his throat in a way that makes it difficult to say out loud. He's... not ready. Not just yet.

For now Heizou just smiles into Aether's skin, letting their fingers twine together with a soft, content sigh. At least feeling good together is easy. At least his body can tell Aether how much he loves him without his brain getting in the way.]

Mmm, yes it did... It is a very powerful bed, you know. [He chuckles a little at their shared joke.] We probably shouldn't let anybody else ever use it. For their own safety~

[Plus they're going to need to clean this bed pretty thoroughly. Obviously neither of them mind the state of it at the moment; it's a nice warm nest that smells like the both of them and feels like safety. But as appealing as the idea of staying there forever is at the moment... They really shouldn't.

But that's for later.]

How're you feeling? [Heizou pulls Aether's hand up to where he can press a little kiss to his fingers.] I didn't hurt you, did I?

[Even if Heizou didn't say those three words, Aether still felt very much loved. He could feel it in every touch, every kiss, every affection whispered into his ear. Even right now when there are soft kisses pressed to his skin and they both continue with their shared joke, he feels loved and cared for.]

Don't worry. This bed belongs only to us, so no one else should fall victim to it.

[It's still not that far into the day, but the welcoming warmth and the overtaking sense of safety (as well as blissful exhaustion) makes him want to take a nap. Even if this moment can't last forever, because they will have to face the day sooner or later and clean up the mess they made... It definitely doesn't have to be right away. Today is the traveler's day off, after all.

At the question, Aether blinks, before smiling gently.]

I feel... wonderful. [He laughs under his breath.] Honestly, it's difficult to describe. It's such a good feeling.

[Now he claims Heizou's hand to press a kiss to his fingers.]

And of course you didn't hurt me. You were so considerate, so perfect, but...

[He pauses, then turns his head a little to look at his lover.]

I hope I didn't make it difficult on you...

[He wishes for both of them to enjoy their time together as much as possible. He wishes for Heizou to always know how loved he is.]

[He'll be able to say them one day. Until then he's grateful that Aether understands what he can only say with his actions.

And those reasssurances make Heizou feel so warm. Calling the bed theirs fills him with such joy that he can't help but snuggle in closer. When his fingers are kissed as well he only laughs. Though at that comment about making things difficult, Heizou quickly shakes his head, shifting so they can look at each other properly again.]

No no, my star, of course you didn't! [He gives him a comforting smile, calmly smoothing a hand back over his hair.] You're perfect. Don't ever worry about me, okay? Making you feel good is all I care about.

[Aether really loves feeling his partner snuggle so close to him and he easily moves enough to look at him too. But what Heizou say doesn't sit well with him. The traveler is quiet for a moment, before shifting so he could lie on top of the other. His forehead presses against Heizou's, his hand gently runs against his cheek. Aether's long hair easily slide from his back and shoulders, like yet another barrier separating them from the world around.]

In that case we have a problem... Because I will always worry about you and I want you to feel good, too. [His eyes close, then he shakes his head with a small smile.] I can't believe you assumed I will take everything you give me without giving you anything in return. Because it doesn't work like that...

[His smile grows gentle and quiet as his eyes meet his lover's.]

My happiness is with you and I can only be happy when you're happy as well.

[How could he ever accept anything else?]

We are partners, remember?

[He presses the softest kiss to Heizou's lips.]

Next time... it'll be my turn to make you feel good. Don't forget that. [He grins.]

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