( truth is... furina was scared, worried that she couldn't find the solution to that looming terror. it did hurt to know the option used, but she would have never understood why time wasn't on her side. yes, neuvillette asked over and over again, but she couldn't explain. of course, the masses had doubted her, but she was trying so very hard to be the archon they saw her as.
and the people she trusted, those that she cared for had created a ploy against her. sometimes she thinks about it, and she reminds herself it wasn't out of ill-will, but still, she's sensitive, she still had feelings despite the immortal body at the time, and sometimes she wishes she could fret over those feelings than the ones where she knows that she will lose the traveler.
part of her wishes that his answer were more cruel, something she can reflect on, replace her sadness with something else to think about. however, the other is always so sweet, so honest, and despite her misgivings he's able to say something like this.
furina thinks she's going to miss him. she knows she will miss him so much, so, so much that death isn't as scary, but the thought of losing him feels worse. )
I am glad you understand how strong I was! I wouldn't have wanted to be anything less to you.
( why couldn't he have said something cruel, why couldn't he think less of her? this feeling in her chest that swells so tight that she might just choke... it never dislodges itself, remaining in place, and furina takes a deep breath. )
"To live is to suffer, to survive is to find some meaning in the suffering."
are you sure they seem like theyre living their best lives to me
and the people she trusted, those that she cared for had created a ploy against her. sometimes she thinks about it, and she reminds herself it wasn't out of ill-will, but still, she's sensitive, she still had feelings despite the immortal body at the time, and sometimes she wishes she could fret over those feelings than the ones where she knows that she will lose the traveler.
part of her wishes that his answer were more cruel, something she can reflect on, replace her sadness with something else to think about. however, the other is always so sweet, so honest, and despite her misgivings he's able to say something like this.
furina thinks she's going to miss him. she knows she will miss him so much, so, so much that death isn't as scary, but the thought of losing him feels worse. )
I am glad you understand how strong I was! I wouldn't have wanted to be anything less to you.
( why couldn't he have said something cruel, why couldn't he think less of her? this feeling in her chest that swells so tight that she might just choke... it never dislodges itself, remaining in place, and furina takes a deep breath. )
"To live is to suffer, to survive is to find some meaning in the suffering."
( and she did find him. )